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born to a deaf asbestos salesman

"I feel...what? A restlessness.  A feeling to be over the woods at the end of the street and far away, away. And at the same time I have a kind of homesickness for where I am. Is that possible? I have a feeling that something, somewhere has been left unresolved, that some secret thing in the air around me is still waiting to be discovered." SPIES Michael Frayn

It was a feral existence. I was on drugs. It was hand to mouth

HAIKU #3 To freeze the moment In seventeen syllables  Is very diffic John Cooper Clarke  

I would rather die a natural death than be prepared for it by the academy.

  “Does what goes on inside show on the outside? Someone has a great fire in his soul and nobody ever comes to warm themselves at it, and passers-by see nothing but a little smoke at the top of the chimney.”   Vincent Van Goh - Ever Yours: The Essential Letters

Encaustic

"Sometimes I see it and then paint it. Other times, I paint it and then see it." Jasper Johns

The White Negro

“Ultimately a hero is a man who would argue with the gods, and so awakens devils to contest his vision. The more a man can achieve, the more he may be certain that the devil will inhabit a part of his creation . ” Norman Mailer - The Presidential Papers

I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me

I felt a tremendous distance between me and everything real. HUNTER S. THOMPSON - Rum Diaries

Nevermore

"Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." Edgar Allan Poe,   The Raven

'an escape into reality'

" She was, he knew - and had known very early, he supposed - one of those rare and always lovely humans whose moral nature was so delicate that it must be nourished and cared for that it might be fulfilled. Alien to the world, it had to live where it could not be at home; avid for tenderness and quiet, it had to feed upon indifference and callousness and noise. It was a nature that, even in the strange and inimical place where it had to live, had not the savagery to fight off the brutal forces that opposed it and could only withdraw into a quietness where it was forlorn and small and gently still." John Williams - STONER

To paint is to love again

" I have always cherished old things, used things, things marked by the passage of time and human events. I think of my own self this way, as something much handled, much knocked about, as worn and polished with use and abuse. As something serviceable, perhaps I should say. More serviceable for having had so many masters, so many wretched, glorious, haphazard experiences and encounters. Which explains, perhaps, why it is that when I start to do a head it always turns into a “self-portrait.” Even when it becomes a woman, even when it bears no resemblance to me at all. I know myself, my changing faces, my ineradicable Stone Age expression. It’s what happened to me that interests me, not resemblances. I am a worn, used creature, an object that loves to be handled, rubbed, caressed, stuffed in a coat pocket, or left to bake in the sun. Something to be used or not used, as you like " Henry Miller

a bridge between the ancient and the modern, between East and West, and between culture and nature

“Outwardly, I am one apple among many. Inwardly, I am the Tree.” — Alan Watts

If you're reluctant to weep, you won't live a full and complete life

"We travel for romance,....and we travel to be lost." Ray Bradbury